It has been MONTHS since I last wrote. As usual, when I do poorly or fail, I stop writing, despite all my claims that I will write about the good and the bad.
Last October”ish”, I was dealing with some pretty bad back problems that have continued through today. My doctors told me NOT to exercise…
i struggle with these feelings every month. i’ve fallen off the proverbial wagon and somehow managed to pick myself up each time. but it took almost three years before i began this journey. it’s hard, and it sucks, and it’s scary, and i can’t explain why the decision to be healthy and happy is so hard to make, but i feel you, i really do, and i know you can make it. keep on writing, it helps sort out your feelings about all of this, and i promise it will help a little because part of this is exploring who we are under all this squishyness =]
